Album of the week

I've been listening to this album for awhile now, but its really been playing on my iPod the past week. Little Boots is genius, and one of my favs.

Download, "Remedy" its gonna be a huge song in the UK.

Illuminated

Over the years I've had a "friend" who's kind of been on and off. We would be friends one minute, the next enemies. Basically now, its just a huge falling out, their not the same, I'm not the same. That's life. But when A decides that its cool to shit on me with his such awesome words, I can only hope that one day he runs into me in a drunken angry state.

The other day my friend had this wild tent out party. Around 15 people came, A came. I was very drunk, and when drunk, I just become loud, and, uh, dance... Anyways, I kind of ignored him, I said hi but that was it, I heard that he was saying stuff about me in an unfriendly manner, my friend freaked on him. Ya, I didn't know he had a problem with me that much. I went to see C and he comes up to me and pushes me and says "Fuck off" I shrugged it off and didn't say anything to anyone because, I didn't care enough, I was drunk and having a good time.

L told me like a week later that he said stuff about me, like I said, in an unfriendly manner. If I had known that at the party, I would of called him on his shit. Fucking bastard. I hate him so much.

He also bashed me yesterday when I said I liked "Saved by the bell" I just said, "Why do you feel the need to put down everything I do and like?"

But things are good, thank you A for illuminating the real asshole in you that everyone lovesss to sit around and hate.

I'll take an apology whenever, cause as far as I'm concerned, this can last forever.

Daydream

Sometimes I get really jealous of my friends love lives. I'm generally an outgoing person but I don't fall for people. Ever. Which is very odd for a boy my age. But when I look at my friends who are happy with their signifigant other, I just try to like someone. Weird? Yes. It lasts a second. Story of my life.

But truth be told, as jealous as I am, I'm also kind of happy. I don't need someone in my life, I just think the expirence would be nice. The feeling of knowing somebody cares for you, in every single way would also feel kind of refreshing.

But thats a dream.
Besides, I'm married to my kitty.

I went to a Katy Perry concert, and I liked it!

So Sunday night was the one and only Katy Perry concert in Toronto at the Molson Ampitheatre. It was a truly amazing show, and a dream come true! She is one of my favourite singers, I love her personality and quirky sense of style.

The New Cities and Stereos were the opening act. They both were shit, couldn't even deal with them. There music sucks. After much waiting Katy finally came on stage and rocked the houseee! I knew every song! But thats cause I listened to the album religiously. The one bummer of the night was that it seemed like anyone else hardly knew her songs, and I was the only one screaming then. But thats there loss!

So ya, awesome show, if she ever comes to your town, GO! She will make you laugh, dance, and rock out. She really knows how to work a crowd, and made me fall in love with her more.

Heres hoping to see her again sometime in the nearby future with new songs!

Can you tell I'm bored

I hate when you go to make a sandwich or something, and all thats left in the bread bag is the 1st and last piece. There is a reason nobody eats those pieces.

It is because there nastyyyy.

Theres only so much you can take

Summer sucks so far. Up here in Canada, the weather is shit. All we have had is rainy days. If were really lucky we will get a cloudy sunny day. The weathers been HORRIBLE this past month! Now I'm really mad because tommorow my friends having a party (if were lucky) and its supposed to rain, shes saying she might cancel it. I have really been looking forward to this party, now its possibly going to be cancelled. Total shit.


I can't even deal with this weather, it needs to go. I used to love the occasional rainy summer day, but not anymore. I love thunderstorms, but we never get those.

What a shitty summer.

AMAZING,AMAZING,AMAZING

WOWOWWOWOWOW.

World of chances

Maybe you'll call me someday,
hear the operator say the numbers no good,
and that he had a world of chances for you.

Thanks.

TRASH ME.

Last time lover

I feel like a dick. Truly. But thats life. Everybody has their days when they just feel frustrated and annoyed. And on a day like today, where I'm hungover, everything from the past month just came crashing down. I wrote a pretty mean blog. I think I should of told it to her face first, but she won't listen. I know she got the answer she didn't want to hear, but thats how I feel & always will.

I was mostly hurt by the gossiping stuff, and how she did it when I was right there, and lied to my face when I asked what she was taking about. As if I didn't already know. I am not going to shed light on this situation anymore.

I'm keeping it a friendship.

I could break your heart any day of the week

I feel things can only go worse with my friendship with, "The girl"

Basically she scares me now. Like creepy scary. Especially when shes drunk. She gets all weird and sketchy and goes and talks to her friend about me and tells EVERYONE what the psychic said. All this is happening while I'm in the other room. She is freaking me out with this psychic shit! She is like truly believing everything the lady said and is thinking it is going to come true.

What makes it so much more worse, shes drunk half the time. & that amplifies the annoying aspect so much more. She becomes really rude and gossipy, and at times I want her to shut her mouth cause she has no clue what shes saying.

I was told that when it comes to girls I'm very touchy, and flirty in a friendly way. Which I totally DON'T SEE, and when I mean touchy I mean not like cop a feel touchy, just nice stuff. But that's who I am with EVERYONE. The flirty part, not so much. I am not going to change the way I am around her just so I don't feed her fire towards me.

This whole thing is so stupid, and I don't want it to be happening.

Ignorance

In life it is normal to think some people hate you. Usually if you think certain people hate you, its generally not in you're best interest to hang out with them and socialize. You would rather not know if they like you or dislike you.

I was centered out by a friend because she happens to be friends with these guys who I happen to have not so fond memories of. Basically my friends wanted to go out somewhere, but the people who are haters were there, so I said no I don't feel comfortable. Every time I say something like that she says "They don't hate you!" and asks what they did that was so bad. She goes on saying there great people and stuff.

Bullshit, you are a girl, you have boobs and you have one thing those guys want. I on the other hand listen to different music, don't wear the same clothes as them and definitely don't womanize girls like they do. I also have been called not so nice names by them.

Do you understand NOW, why I wouldn't want to hangout with them? I'm not you. I don't get along with guys so easily.

Want

Long live Bonnie!

You may remember Bonnie Mckee's epic tune, Somebody, if you don't, its ok because it wasn't a huge hit, but it was on "How to win a date with Tad Hamilton!"

Anyways, she got dropped by her label, shes been working on new material for years independently, but shes back with new songs, and there all on her myspace! www.myspace.com/bonniemckee

OMG I love the new sound! It's soooo different and so worth the wait! I really hope she finds a good label because she could be big.

Please check her out, tell me what you think!
I only recommend her to the pop lovers and people who are liking the indie dance scene.
Check out "Somebody" though first, check how different her sound used to be.

Shes a gorgeous girl!

Trouble makers

The best thing we did in Toronto was we ripped these naughty adds out from the back of the paper, and it advertises hookers, escorts, phone sex and trannys, and we found this particular "girl" named SHEMALE ALYSSA.

Well when we paid for our meals at Jack Astors, Amanda slipped the picture of the "girl" into the receipt book, and wrote call me on it, lmfao, yes it was shemale alyssa's picture.

I can only imagine what that waiter thought when he went to get the change from that book.

Classic.

Crystal ball

Today I went to Toronto with a few friends. Our main goal was to get our fortunes told by a psychic. We got lucky and went to the best one in Canada, (as voted by CBC TV) Anyways, she gave us a pretty good deal and was a nice chick.

So when I finally got to meet her, I decided I wanted her to do tarrot cards, so she told me to ask her a question, and think of one in my head. I asked her to tell me about my life. The question in my head was "Will I be a successful actor/artist" She honestly got me perfectly down, my personality and everything. Then she started asking me stuff, and EVERYTHING she said was true! She asked my about my dads knee problem which I never even mentioned, and then she said that I should go to school for acting and put my foot in the door then venture off to film making. She also brought up the situation where that girl told me she loved me! I never said a thing! She said that I should keep things as friends and not take it any further. Totally how I feel.

Then she said I would fall in love soon, but with someone unexpected. It was weird. She was very good, and I was really creeped out how she just knew stuff about me. She was legit.

Afterwards my 2 friends got awkward with me, "the girl" who confessed her love was with us as well, and apparently she told my one friend that somethings going to happen with me and her and get the other girl jealous. Weird. The girl thinks were gonna fall in love. Believe me, its not going to happen. It can't.

I'm going back soon for a palm reading, shes too good.

Condoms, Condoms, Condoms!

In the world of sex there is something that can protect you from unwanted mistakes and, ugh... sores. It is called a condom. It is highly recommended by doctors and EVERYONE a like.

Excuse me, but this is directed to all guys. What didn't you learn in sex ed? Are you out of your mind?! USE A CONDOM! Just cause you "pulled out" doesn't mean that you didn't already "pre cum" inside of her. You know that the tiniest amount of semen can impregnate a girl, right? I find it astonishing in this day and age that teenagers still dont practise safe sex. Over the years we are constantly being told to use a condom in sex. Why are teenagers not using them?

If you dont have one at the time, tough luck, have sex another time, or dont stick it in her. Do something else thats creative and to your nasty liking.

Cause you will regret it when you break up with that bitch only to find out she is cooking your child in her oven. Try this.

Secret life

This certain something has always bugged me. I don't know why but it just does. Have you ever had a dream or passion that you're to embaressed to tell anyone about? It is something you really want to do, but you think it will all sound silly when it comes out. It's the story of my life, I want to be a singer. That line alone kills me. I can just imagine people going, "hmmm lame" I don't even want to use the words "singer" it sounds so pretentious and classy. Not me.

I'm strongly leaning towards acting though, musical theatre, which is not really my thing, but it is enjoyable and that way I get to do both of my passions. I fucking hate that word- passion. Pff.

Well honey, thats life.